we had a big fight 4 the last 2 days.. till today me & hym still not OK ..

damn..!! he really mad at me coz i come back home from my fren b'dae party

late.. but not tat late uh..ard 10.30pm i leave my fren's place...

but..... its his fault oso uh, i oradi ask hym to come along but he's the

one who don't want to follow..so...isit my fault..??? =(

becoz of this, he want to break off.. LAME huh..!!!!! i really give up on hym but i jux cant leave hym..and i oso don't know why.. haiz..



i'm sick & tired of hym actually but watever it is, i still love hym..

whenever he scold me, i jux keep silent.. i wanted to scold hym back but

i jux can't.. arghh!!!!

i'm what i'm always, don't you judge me so.

its been a month im with hym..

but i still dont understand wat he really want in this relationship..

everything tat i've done before,for hym is wrong.. OMG!!!! even a small matter he bring it up as if like a major problems.. im sick & tired actually he did this to me..

feel like letting hym go but i jst couldn't.. i dont know why... haizz..

He even control me.. like rite now, he dont know that i sign in to my TAgged, Blog & etc.. haizz... almost everyday we quarrel.. arghh!!!!



i just need to pray hard for this relationship....



Love- aYu =(

i'm what i'm always, don't you judge me so.

i just couldnt understand wat actually happen to hym...
when i ask, he will always say nothing..
but end up there's something happening to hym..
wat am i to hym.???? his doll..?? hello im his GF k...
haizz.. i oso dont know wat to do....

praying hard for this... =(

i'm what i'm always, don't you judge me so.

SyaH .. i mish u soo mUcH....
its been long time we lost contact since we broke up...
hmm if im not mistaken its oradi 3yrs...
u view me but u didnt add me up huh.... hmph!!! i hate u
but i love u..
hehehehehehehehehe...... i mish ur kisses... ur hug....
~sobsob~
i mish mama & daddy...
anw how's my baby..??? she fine...? i mish her too...hmm she damn cute
sei... plz sent my hug & kisses to umairah my baby kies... lolx
hmm dear, i hope to mit u & umairah asap....

*syahrulzaini, once u read dis, plz get bck to me kies...
hug & kisses frm
~aYu~

i'm what i'm always, don't you judge me so.